it's not.

fun fact: I actually considered it last year, but didn't go with the idea. it's a bit long for a first name, and atypical enough that nobody would know how to spell it.

people have already enough trouble spelling my last name, it's as simple as it gets, three letters, but people feel that weird compulsion to come up with a more complicated spelling for some reason.

oh well

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Kuribo64 is like Twitter but with more privacy!

we don't sell your data to Bezos!

we sell it to Santa tho, he pays better. hope nobody's been naughty.

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heh.

if the board doesn't die again in the meantime.

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you're a derp

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don't TROLL the board

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but we are going to keep sitting around and waiting TILL the oceans evaporate

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so, yeah.

I have an appointment with Pôle Emploi tomorrow.

dunno what I'm even going to do.

maybe wait till my transition is over?


atleast now I'm finally granted the base-income-of-pity (RSA), which would allow me to survive if combined with housing aid. 'survive' as in living without being evicted all the time and without having to constantly beg on Twitter. being able to look for a job without deadly pressure placed on me. and so on.


I want to finish my transition. finish updating my legal info, get a proper HRT prescription, get spayed and neutered, maybe do something for my voice.


but if atleast the legal info is updated and I have some level of passing, I can look for a job without risking discrimination.



long term?

hahahahahahahahhhhh

I think of buying some apartment or whatever, but lolz

if you want it 'cheap' (still 5000€ or more) you're going to buy an old crapoed house in the middle of nowhere, in some shithole where you can't do anything without a car. peh.

and I looked at offers. lol. someone has the audacity to sell a fucking ruin for 10000€. and I mean it -- it's just walls that are crumbling, no roof, nothing.

considering some offers sell you a somewhat functional house for less than that (or atleast something that has a roof), welp.

if you're going to get an apartment in Montpellier or whatever, it'll be like 50000€ for a small apartment. which means you'll be working your stupid job for 10 years or more. peh.

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he can't, but maybe Bezos can

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they should take this PILL then

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they probably won't, given the shocking medical BILL

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of course, you let it FALL into the toilet, you derp

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who you gonna CALL? Ghostbusters!

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I'm not ever doing voice chat

especially not with my shitty voice

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nah, I meant Bezos can give him a girlfriend

but she would probably be some weird Chinese inflatable doll thing with a fleshlight stuck in the crotch

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ban

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learning French must be ass-shitty

I don't know which one is worse between that and driving

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my voice is unmistakably masculine. people would start calling me a tranny and shit.

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indeed, it does not. it's full of stupid exceptions that only exist to make it sound nicer.


but on the other hand, driving? I just can't. it stresses me out and drains me of my energy. I always worry that the worst will happen because I'm not paying attention enough or I'm not quick enough or just because somebody else is being an idiot.

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the ball was an orbeez and now the sewers are clogged. you should try pouring some SALT down the toilet.

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heh.


I'm on a bus. going to some ass-remote place to see an endocrinologist.

so maybe after 2y of hormones I can get an actual, you know, prescription?

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